Merry fucking Christmas, Pennsylvania. Least I've got a couple friends up here.

Had an awkward conversation with my parents and sister over the phone. That was something I never want to do again. At least it's over now.

I wish that my life was back to normal. Is that too much to ask for Christmas? How about New Year's? Or my birthday?

It's all too much right now. Even Defiled Shepherd is telling me to fall off the grid and just try to stop thinking about all of this, and her first response is usually "let me take over and kill them."

At least I can get writing again. I really missed it. Not too far along, but I have enough ideas to keep the plot moving. No chance of me graduating high school right now, after missing more than two weeks of it, including finals week, so I've got plenty of time.

Don't expect another post for a while. Part of falling off the grid.

See ya eventually.

Hope I'm sane by then.

NY airport tkn
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update ltr

HE was here. About thirty, maybe forty yards from my window. It was hours ago, I waited until I was calmed down some before making this post.

My plane leaves tomorrow. It's not going to go straight to Cali, though; I have to make a quick stop over in New York, security issues and such.

On the bright side, I've continued my research into the Slender Man. That's probably why he showed up today. Don't really see why, though. Everything I've got has proved inconclusive.

The lost colony of Roanoke? I can't find enough on it to confirm anything whatsoever, and haven't gotten another flesh memory since my first one.

The World Tree Yggdrasil? I can't find anything relevant to the original myths.

How about Loki? If it is him, we're screwed, but I can't find anything that says whether it is or isn't.

Der Grosse Man? I still cannot find that myth that I read about him once, but it freaked the hell out of me once I realized that it was just gone. It doesn't exist on the internet anymore.

The Fae of Celtic mythos? I still haven't looked too deeply into this, but I couldn't find anything too close with a surface glance.

I don't remember if I ever told you of why I think Loki could be the Slender Man. According to the ancient myths, Loki killed Baldr, and ended up chained inside of the earth with a serpent dripping venom on him. The venom could have devolved his features and shapeshifting abilities to what we see on the Slender Man. Loki would only be freed when Ragnarok, the end of the world, was very close.

According to the same myths, Ragnarok would a flooding of the world that leaves only a pair of humans, one man and one woman, alive. If Slendy is actually Loki, we are so screwed.

He's back.